My EVP Journal

MONTH 3

11/21/07
We got a phone call that my dad was having chest pain and that they flew him (medivac) to Vegas from AZ for emergency surgery.  I started crying and panicking.  I went next door and told my sister Sandy and came back home to call other relatives.  Sandy came over and said a spirit was YELLING at her and kept saying "he will be ok".  If he was saying this, I had to find out more.  We asked him to meet us in the basement room so we could talk to him and he did.

I asked him how he knew my dad would be ok and he said "I sent (or talked to) somebody there".  He said he talked to my dad's spirit guide Alexander.  We even got Hazel who said she would ask her grandpa "if he can help".  We also got a 'cat' voice Mary Jane also saying he would be ok, confirmed to her by Alexander.

Later we found out he would need a minimum triple bypass that would take at least 3 hours.  The spirit again told us he'd be ok, that he'd make it thru surgery and recover after a while.  We asked him how Alexander knew and he said "it's his job".  I asked him if he was going thru this for a reason and he either said "hell no" or "he'll know".  We asked him to try and find out if other spirits were there with him.

We tried communicating during the surgery.  I said he was faint and he said "bad energy" due to "the weather".  It was cloudy and raining.  The moisture was making it hard for him to get thru and he wasn't able to make it back to ask about other spirits.  I asked if heat or cold was better and he said "warm".  I asked him what kind of plasma his energy is and he said "it's gas and electricity".  I said "what about magnetic", he said "it affects us a little".  He told us to try back in an hour.

We got another call that my dad made it thru the surgery and had a quintuple bypass.  The spirit came back and asked "are you doing ok".  I said "he made it out of surgery", he said "I know".  I asked if he would still be ok and he said "oh ya".

Someone from an evp forum was told to give me questions to ask about dreams.  The spirit said they can "sometimes" appear in our dreams and communicate.  I asked how our guides communicate with us and he said "it's sorta like esp".  I asked where he was located, he said "I'm not on earth", "I'm in paradise" and "it's not a planet".  Further trying to find out where that is, he said "I don't know, I'm just here".  I asked what they do there and he said "whatever we want".  Here's that conversation.

I guess my dad will be on life support all thru Thanksgiving until his blood pressure stabilizes.  The doctor says the first 48 hours are critical and it could go either way.  His wife told us last night that they might try to wake him up this morning, now they're saying tonight (11/22) or tomorrow morning.  I just asked the spirit and he is saying they won't wake him up until tomorrow afternoon, but that he'll be fine.
We only got 3 spirits, no mean ones and no jokers.  I think someone was controlling this.  They were so nice/helpful.

11/22/07 - Thanksgiving
  Besides hearing and touch, today we got sight and smell.  We actually saw a mist and Mr. Tickle said it was someone passing by.  When he blew in our face, we actually got a scent.  I can say words like perfume, flowers, incense, outdoor fresh, but that wouldn't do it justice.  He said it was the "smell of paradise" and it smells like that all the time there.  He said "it's frankincense and myrrh" as mentioned in the bible.  It wasn't just a smell, there was a feeling to it.  I can only describe it as overwhelming peace and love.  You can even hear the blowing noises as he does it.  I asked him if he was in heaven and he said "almost" and "I go back and forth".  He was also knocking over a digital picture frame, moving the earphone cord and trying to blow out a candle.

We also talked about reincarnation and spirit guides.  We were asking how we could reach my mother.  He said we would have to keep trying to call her and also keep asking other spirits.  Then we asked how we could talk to our spirit guides.  He said "you can't talk to your own".  He said "it's not allowed".  I asked "so Sandy could talk to my guide and I could listen?" and he replied "you won't hear".  He had said before they can communicate telepathically, but he says "not directly".  He also said "we have more than one" and guides have more than one that they watch over.  I asked if everyone there are guides, he said "usually".  He let Hazel thru and told us "she has blonde hair and blue eyes".  Hazel said her grandpa is still with my dad trying to help.  Alexander told her he'll wake up tomorrow.
They "touch" you via your nerves.

11/23/07 - Friday
  We asked a lot of questions (ufo's, 9/11, BinLaden).  I don't even want to post anything.  My dad didn't make it thru Sunday night..  I feel like I was lied to.
12/07/07
  Mr. Tickles said it was my dad who decided to leave because he didn't want to be a burden.
12/14/07
  He says my dad is "in transition".
12/18/07
  My brother has been hearing Hazel at his house, with his ears alone.  She hugged him.  She told us her grandpa hasn't come back yet and that he's looking for my dad.
12/20/07
  Touching, tickling, blowing, playing and more lecturing to Sandy about her personal life.  As far as hearing them individually with our ears, he said we have to keep trying and want it bad enough.
All the moisture in the atmosphere is causing the voices to be really faint.  It's almost similar to how bad weather affects cell phone reception.  Are they using radio waves for voice?
   
  On page 6 is a story I wrote inspired on reflection and page 7 is a summary of my experiences so far.
 
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